Who am I? A good wife or a bitter bitch?
I want to be forgiving and be strong and be helpful and encouraging until he criticizes something I'm doing or something about me.
Why is it so hard for me to be around people? Am I ever gonna get past what people think?
I've been self conscious since grade school. I've always viewed people as better than me.
I get so uncomfortable around people it's almost physically painful.
I relive the most insignificant moments over and over in my head thinking that I did something wrong or something to make someone mad.
WTF do I think?
I think I'm angry at life. I'm angry that I have to live a life I didn't ask for. I see my existence as pointless or more of an inconvenience to others than anything. I feel like I'm constantly letting people down.
When will I choose to be happy?
