Sunday, July 13, 2014

Hide the hurt

Almost six moths after my house was raided and my husband was arrested, I'm still in disbelief.  How could the person I've spent the last 9 years of my life do this?

How could he knowingly do things that he knew would devastate me over and over? Not to mention the others he has hurt, that he never thought about.

Computer addiction, sexual issues caused by his disability, adrenaline junkie...
These are some of the answers I have been given.
They all may be true, but none of them take the pain away or the humiliation or the rage.

I sit here alone in my new apartment feeling painfully alone. I'm stuck with all of these feelings.

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