Watching a sex and the city marathon, takes me back to my first unhappy marriage, divorce and my desperate search for happiness.
I thought back then (and still sometimes now) that I would only be happy if I was in a relationship with someone.
I spent so much of my time and energy trying to find a man that would accept me and my disability, instead of bettering myself, building my self-esteem, finding what I was good at and what made me happy. Truly happy.
Now that I'm older, (much older than I'd like) I now know that desperately seeking out my other half is not the way to go. I need to make myself a whole instead of looking for someone to make me feel that way.
Now that I have my own space it's time to try new things, make time to write, work on my cooking skills, maybe bake more, find myself a new look.
All of this looks good typed out on my screen, time to test my follow through...
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